I can't believe I'm 31 days away from my big day! It's unbelievable how fast time has flown by because it seems like my countdown from 150 days was yesterday. I'm so excited to marry my best friend--it's a day I've been dreaming of for a very long time! I can honestly say that I've found my better half who challenges me to be a better person every single day. I've actually come a very long way from where I started with the whole planning process a year ago, but I'm nervous because I just hope everything runs smoothly!

There are so many moving parts to a wedding and so many opportunities to have something go wrong. I keep having dreams about forgetting to order wedding flowers, forgetting the pens for the guest table, having an outdoor reception that gets rained out, guests who are confused as to what day the wedding actually is and show up a day early, and more dreams of the same sort.

My nightmares are causing me to double and triple check my to-do lists and make sure I've got all my ducks in a row. It's actually kind of crazy what things your brain will dream up to plant little seeds of worry in your mind.

You'd be surprised at how many to-do lists that I actually have right now. I've got a list for decorating the venue, the groom's dinner, the bridal shower, the photography, the social hour and so much more! It's a lot to keep track of, but I'm really trying to cover my basis.

But, at the end of the day I know it won't be perfect, and I'm OK with that. I'm just happy to be marrying my best friend. So, if there is a giant snow storm, or we forget pens at the guest book table, life will go on! So, here's to ONE MONTH until my nuptials!

Did you have anxiety dreams leading up to your wedding day?